miieLife

2007-05-21T19:03:00.000+08:00

okiie finally back to updating``haas sorry for keeping euu all waitiing for so long worr but actually ii gort another blog le and that blog ishh only open to my very very close frens and my baobeii#yeshh yeshh ii finally gort a bf le haas# he ishh sweet and charming and dote on miie lotts lotts wor x)) thats why keep miie from updating too!!sorry larr donte say ii jian se wang you marr but ii really love him lotss wor so must squeeze my time out to accompany hiim marr =X well recently nth biig happen except the fact that the annual qihang ishh coming HOORAY!!but ishhh dam stress larr.somemore ii am like in dam bad luck now first sprain my waist and pull my foot during PE den fall sick and start growing alott of ulcers and now ii am typing with a dam pain waist SOMEONE HELP~~T_____________________T anyway if euu are intersted to come for qihang on 27/5 pls call miie up ticket @ $10 each worr from 7-9pm SO MUST COME OK~*LOVE AND KISSES*

2007-04-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

BOOHOO``II MISS MY COMsobb sobb...and yupp ii take back what ii said abt bon de new bf =X DISMERIT POINTS!!ROAR!!

2007-04-01T00:06:00.000+08:00

todae went out with bonnie worr...shop de whole afternoon...and she told miie lotts lotts about her boy??well ii am glad for her that she found her him.well sad tuu say,after so many ahhem yrs ii am still struggling tuu find my dream guy =X but need nort worry cos ii know ii will find him one day!! (HEY.MR RIGHT LOOK HERE!! II AM WAITING FOR EUU....LOL) somehow ii sounded despo again =.=''well lets talk about todae...we went bugis and shop for bon's clothes and ii become her stylist lehh and ii sure hab some sense for fasion!!((; den...we went bugis village for her bag and shoes and TA-TA,under my wonderful hands,i transform her into a next-supermodel WHEE..thks tuu miie ((: and we went pasta mania for dinner and later on went neoprint shop take neoprint le.de print come out so so so niice can at least niicer than de last ones!!and we both trying tuu act like we are kissing in de print but neber succeed cos we both started laughing like mad =x and we starbucks tuu continue our photo taking session.den ii went order this coffee which ishh like so so so bitter can...den miie and bon went put lotts and lotts of sugar in it but still gort bitter taste YUCKS!! but we manage tuu finish it!! ((: WE ARE PROS!! den after that we went home le cos it was quite late alr...on my way home lehh we confrence with her boy and found out that he is quite a friendly guy ii must say ii think he is de one ii like de most out of all ii know ((; cos he is sincere.so jiayous euu both okiie...JIAYOU!GAMBATEH-NEH!!

2007-03-20T20:40:00.000+08:00

hmm...todae de mood dam bad wor.cos ii just find out someone ishh ignoring miie.well shant mention who but den actually ii already know that she was doing that but only get tuu confirm todae.ii will never know why she did that but ii am SURE die die plus chop chop that ii never do anything wrong.so ii donte understand why.but it doesnt matter ii shant do the tiring stuff again.although ishh quite sad but ii am too helpless tuu do anything le.too tired...

/how ii wishh that there ishh some shoulder that ii can lean on now.and ii really hope is urs...

2007-03-18T20:49:00.000+08:00

todae went for miie first jazz lesson worr ii danced quite stupidly siia like numb numb like that but it was FUN.ii love dancing alott LOL.ii wantt tuu take up salsa too!!OMAN PLS.let miie take salsa.OGOD!lett someone persuade my parents and say it is no hugging dance larr =.=" ii wantt tuu learn II WANTT II WANTT!too bad that they donte understand haiix.and ii found out that my teacher are one of the best salsa dancer in de world o.o OMG ii saw the youtube movie clip of her in a competition SHE IS DAM PRO CAN!!do all sorts of stunt den somemore so gracefully and most importantly she is so so so pretty LOL.ii admire her LOL.haas.ii wantt salsa ii wantt ii wantt!!

2007-03-17T23:37:00.000+08:00

hmm...ii shall blog about fri that day worr...supposly must meet up with my pri school classmates de (tuu support Brendon)since he joining in CSS2 worr.den in turn out that ii was de earliest tuu reach and meet KK.dottz lorr.if ii know ii shall just stay at home and orhorh and wait till 2 plus den go =.=" den after awhile junjun come le.den we look around for Brendon lorr.cantt find hiim at first den sandra and amanda soh reach toa payoh also le so we look for BREN tgth.finally found hiim ((; den we wait and watch de bois on stage doing de singing and ishh like some who can sing gort out but some who cantt sing but with looks gort in o.o and we stone there for like donte know how many hrs.after which we all felt so so hot and thirsty and hungry so we went macs tuu eat.finish eating le we den went back tuu find brendon wait wait wait again and in de end only left miie and phyllis de rest all hide in macs lorr dam bad lorr them.LOL.den blahblahblah finally BREN's turn and he ishh like so so so nervous can and phyllis ishh like also so nervous for hiim also.ii see BREN's face ishh like going tuu cramp any moment cos too nervous le -.-" BUT it turned out that he sang dam well too bad de judge donte know how tuu listen one lorr.but nver mind worr.cos euu are always our campus superstar BRENDON!!the fanclub ishh still waiting for euu and amanda lui and phyllis horr.ii want de PRESIDENT POST!!ROFL...^^ den somehow we landed up singing in kbox (but onli inclusive of miie.amanda lui.phyllis.kk.and yc who joined us later and ya still gort amanda de fren who ishh so shy.)we sang like mad lorr.and we were like super hyper.ii even 'raped'yongcai with KK tuu see his six packs ((; too bad it turned tuu fats now =X so YC must traiin harder horr so ii can see euur six packs LOL.arnd 4.30 we went off le.ii went tuu collect my specs at bishan and kk 'n' yc went lan with yichin they all.after ii collected my specs ii went tuu meet them since my cousins haben reach home.stay there for like 15mins den de bois all went home le den miie and KK+YC went tuu eat at koufu den we chat chat chat eat eat eat.arnd 7 plus we went home lorr.den ii found out on de bus that actually baseball=softball.ishh only the size of the ball that matters =X paiisehh guess that ii am too stupid le LOL.den thats de end of my friday.orh except de fact that ii cook praata for my cousins and myself at arnd 10 plus haas.its YUMMY though.itt shows that ii am qualify for housewife ((;

2007-03-15T22:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY <333 lotts and lotts of L.O.V.E ((:

2007-03-15T00:41:00.000+08:00

hmm...my bdae had just past =X..well ii cant say its a niice way euu could ever hab for celebrations (ii was stuck at home!!) but it was quite okay in de end THKS TUU AUNTIE who bought miie a chocolate cake ^^ todae ii spent my 16th birthday slacking at home but ytd was indeed quite fun (ii mean on de 13th) ii went out with my cousins and we went tuu kbox.we sang like full 4hrs and were really enjoying ourselves.ii cant believe that de 3 of them are actually my cousins cos HOW ON EARTH COULD THEY SING SO WELL!? ii was singing patheticly with my no-voice throat.ii went so out of tune that in de end ii decided that ii shall stop and listen tuu them =X and ii was so hyper that ii broke my heels (OMG!!dam embarrassing can!!)after de mad 4 fun hrs...we went tuu buy a new pair of shoes and went tuu suki sushii at cathay and hab our dinner dere de food was like so YUMMY!!maybe cos we are all so hungry..=.=" after dinner we hab tuu rush home cos my de other cousin forget tuu bring de hse key UH-OH!!and my cousins are like real sweet...they giib miie this biig biig piig that ii can hug tuu slp...SO SWEET OF THEM...hmm...maybe thats why ii love them so muchhie =x BUT BUT BUT de sad thing abt de day ishh that ii lost my lovely piink spec!!and resulted in stucking at home todae cos mum wantts miie get a new one before ii can go out T.T and my new specs colour ishh like PURPLE!?when ii know le ii wantt tuu faint lorr cos omg...wanglaoshii ishh going tuu scream at miie cos its purple!!=X ii wantt my PIINK specs back!!and de most sad thing abt my bdae ishh that nort many of de lishis rmb lorr SOB...but nvm ii shall be cheerful as always.and many many thks tuu nana for giibing miie de blog template and jacky for helping putting all de things in one piece THANK YOU!!((;

2007-03-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

well...bad days these few days worr...firstly keep on falling sick worr SAD!! and secondly ii very bad luck!! like play football can get step on de ankle, go toilet can slip,and see so many idoit doctors alr lorr BAD BAD BAD!! and actually ii hab been thinking...if now suddenly come this mature handsome guy who very dote on miie den that will make miie die with joy LOL...shall nort crap le worr cos some ppl nort very good mood today...=(( friday gort SLC camp like very tiring like that SCARE SCARE 3 days 2 nights in some ulu ulu place well may be fun may be disaster worr...=X donte know whatt will happen.cant say ii really look forward baa but ii think it will be fun!! but very sad lorr sat vivo gort bachelors T.T sobb sobb ii wantt tuu go!! II WANT II WANTT....

2007-02-18T20:28:00.000+08:00

ii am superb happy these few days...:D cos ii gort tiime tuu spent days and nights with my beloved mummy and cousins.LOVE themreal lotts!!on the new year eve,we eat steamboat which was preapared by all of us den after that we slack and watch teevee and chat den snack den around 2 plus everybody went tuu sleep le haass...den todae also stay at home to rot but den very fun cos ii keep on kaochiaoing my cousins den their reaction ishh like OMG so cute siia haas...really l0vee them by hearts and souls...:))tmr we going out tuu watch movie siia,think it will be quite fun baa LOL...ii said ii will take superb superb lotts of pics so ii cant upload haas I LOVE MIIE FAMILY AND WISH EVERYBODY A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

2007-02-09T20:14:00.000+08:00

todae ishh a very very sad day for all...donte know one like everyone nort in good mood lorr...de whole huahui before cca starts is like all crying haas...even some of de lishis also...=x de sec4s cried cos of their 'o'level den de sec3 for de debate and de sec2 for getting scolded by their teachers =.= den ishh like cca todae de atmosphere so nort good at all!! everyone ishh so dam unhappy siia...justice and purity were so stress cos they are in ec den somemore some of my classmates are quite harsh larr cos they want tuu win de competition BUT ii donte wantt cos ii donte wantt tuu fight against my darlings...all from same cca somemore den all know each other so well...is a very sad thing lorr sure canna fa hui one!!!and and and ii am so pek chek of thurs debate larr ii went hospital on that day nvr change appoinment date cos donte want be more unfair what den ii donte understand why truth ishh so angry at miie EVEN EVEN my own fren ishh angry at miie larr...SO WATEVER!!!if my teammates critise euur debaters so what is none of my business ii cant stop them from saying that what den what for angry at miie!!II AM NORT THERE OKAY!!and pls euu know who euu are that hurt miie de most larr..other ppl ii donte care what they think but euu my fren said that tuu miie ishh really hurting...den after purity and justice cried...ii said that my class should take turns but no one seems tuu listen OMGOSH!!ii think ii am pratically going mad larr...if ii donte join or shoot them or be fierce my class will be angry at miie den if ii do ii scare my frens will be angry at miie so CAN SOMEONE TELL MIIE WHAT TUU DO!! stupid debate stupid thing!! cantt stand it anymore!!! haas...thats why ii make myself so pek chek and cried during cca den my darling no.4 yunjie :)) was actually anweing miie makiing miie laugh and cry at de same time so WEIRD!!haass...but ii really love third lishis ALOT ALOT cos they are always dere haas..((: LOVE EUU ALL!!MUACKS!! okiie ii am practially going nuts so ignore miie LOVELOVELOVELOVE THIRD LISHIS!!:))

2007-02-08T21:03:00.000+08:00

wakakaka...today ii went tuu Raffles Hospital again tuu see two doctors...one is de brain one de other is de dental one...both of them so cute lorr.de first one like ask miie tuu of alot of funny things like play wrestling like that den found out that my right is weaker than my left which ishh like OH NO!! i am a right hander...LOL...den he giib miie some medicine tuu take for 3 weeks den go back tuu him tuu see gort better anot...den de dentist was like so so so funny lorr cant stand it keep on telling lame jokes...den gort this part is that he explain my structure of de teeth den tell miie what solutin can ii hab...he said ii can put some plastic in de mouth den he was like saying..."okiie now...you hab tuu ask miie how much is it!" den ii was like =.= "how much is it?" den he was like "$600" den so funny lorr...cant stand hiim...ii quite like raffles de doctors larr quite friendly nort say very you wei yan...must go back again on 26 FEB and 1 MAR again ARGHH!! siian siia.......okiie ii shall tell euu all a small secret...todae is de first time ii am nort scared at de dentist!!LOL...cos he is nort scary at all...den gort play light music make miie feel even more relax wakaka... :)) so euu all cant laugh at miie okiie!! PROMISE!! :)) loves...

2007-02-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

todae was another hard dae for miie...ii was so so so fed up again by someone...den ii cant stand anymore so ii said...wo chu qu mai dong shi le...den ii went outside to cool down...does it work...well abit barr BUT den when ii came back she was like saying hey can euur phone like take photos ii was like yarr..den she went euur parents hab email right so ii can send them things ii said yarr den she said ohh okiie but ii told her that my lappy hab no infra-red nor bluetooth so nth can be sent tuu my lappy through handphone den she look like she donte believe at all larr...WATEVER ii shant care...well...jacky told miie that she was going tuu take a photo of my room and sent tuu my parents bcos it was too messyy...okiie that was abit too far and ii cant stand it anymore!!really NO MORE!!whatsoever if my room is messy??does it matter??and is nort really like so messy until canna stand II GOT PACK!!!is it really must pack my room until so spotless hurr...den euu pack for miie tuu see...if ii cant put my things on de table or de floor why donte euu just remove de table and de flooring hurhur!!unreasonably always asking miie tuu do things that sometimes she cant even do SO HOW SHE YAO QIU MIIE!!ii know ii am nort euur daughter nor son but den why issit that de things dey can do ii cant do pls ii am also a human okiie do euu hab tuu xiu ru wo again and again...why cant euu just let miie stay peacefully in my own world!!even infront of euur frens euu also cant leave miie alone what oh ya she is so fasionable...she no need study also can larr...her result compare tuu jacky can larr but den compare tuu my daughter still a far far way...WHAT BULLSH!T...ii donte care if she is reading this cos ii hab no privacy at all THANK YOU SO MUCH AND II SHANT CARE!!suan miie if euu wantt bad mouth abt miie if euu wantt talk crap abt miie if euu wantt...just donte ever never cross my limits!!

我们生活在两条平行线上,而你我从不曾交集,不管我们的距离多么近,我们的心永远是那么遥远.你永远向左我永远向右...当天幕降下了流星时,平行线才有交汇的一天,而我...而就在等那天的到来...

2007-02-03T22:55:00.000+08:00

haas...ii change miie blogskins...lalala...smth that fit my xin qing now...lonely and walking alone in my own world...listening tuu my own voice...talking tuu my own shadow...only de shadow ishh my best fren...

it had been so long since ii last updated le LOL...but anyway it doesnt matter haas cos no one will read or care...really...somehow ii am starting tuu miss my old life whereby ii can happily live with my FAMILY nort just someone who cantt understand miie...ii am grateful tuu her fer taking care of miie but it just that ii h0pee euu can just understand miie abit more.just abit more.ii donte ask for more...with euu like this,ii feel that de house is strangling miie...i dontt feel like going home everyday cos it is nort a home tuu miie ishh just some place that ii can rest...de more euu all try to tie miie.de more ii wantt tuu break free and fly...and bcos of euu even my own parents cant understand miie...cos euu are just so perfect in front of them and yupp ii become de wrong one always....start blaming miie again for saying this...but ii cantt stand it anymore!!really...NO MORE...ii am already so sick but euu just never know euu cant understand that ii am in pain...euu cantt understand why ii donte go skool nort that ii donte want tuu but that ii am really really nort feeling well...all euu ask is that why why why nort how how how...ii know ii cant ask much from euu cos euu are nort my mum or aunt but ii just wantt tuu say that bcos euu are nort so can euu just TRY tuu understand more...bcos of this,sometimes when ii was really sick ii still drag my feet tuu skool and groan on my frens shoulder but rejected de idea of going home cos ii know euu wont welcome miie back ii know that de skool ishh some place whereby ppl still cares abt euu whole heartly nort being so fake...even my teachers care more than euu...well ii cant ask much from euu so what ii mean is that de nxt tiime when ii do smth ii got my own reasons so pls take euur nose off my matters and leave miie alone pls pls pls...if nort...ii will just feel like escaping...

2007-01-24T21:01:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA...LOL...now must laugh more le cos donte know still gort tiime to laugh anot??okiie ii shant sound like ii am going to die tmr lalala...actually horr to those who knows what ii am talking abt ii really hab tuu THANK YOU ALL for euur care and concern...especially huahuii lishi.lao shi.tiing and my frens...without euu all ii really think that ii will break down haas.tmr de result coming out le donte know how to describe my feelings now...hmmm...scared??nervous??ii donte know haas..but if really smth happens right ii think ii will just accept whatever that comes cos its my fate.lalalala...so if ii am goin tuu die soon also must die haas..but ii think wont de larr cos my family also gort this illness so means may be yi chuan bahh..okiie nvm it doesnt matter just wait for my news LOL...really must THANK YOU All...THANK YOU :))

2007-01-08T00:31:00.001+08:00

just now when ii was reading on what ii used tuu say tuu euu and what euu used tuu say tuu miie...ii found out that ii was always de toopid ones...euu used tuu be so niice and ii used tuu be so watever!!but now...things had changed...ii was de one who say all those niice stuffs and euu are de one who aii lii bu lii...okay,so ii am really sorry for what ii hab done but is all in past le why cant euu just giib miie a chance?? why do we hab tuu be so gan ga?? orr maybe ii am just living in my dreams again?? dreaming that we are fren once again...bcos of this ii cant slp well at night...and bcos of this ii cant do anything right!!*cant forgiive myself for letting euu know that thiing*and ii really hab tuu apologise tuu huahuii ppl...ii am really sorry!!ishh just some problems i faced that affect my behavior towards things...ii am really sorry...maybe ii am going tuu hab depressiion soon lalala...:)) and ya guys and gals ii really do l0vee huahuii...without it ii will die!!

2007-01-08T00:31:00.000+08:00

2007-01-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

lalala...miie blog ishh dead worr..hahaas...so sorry peers,i am really sorry LOL...but den ishh really tuu siian to blog hahaas...somemore ii always tryiing to forget all de unhappiness and only remember de happy ones!!YAY!!ii shall try miie best!!x)and ya tuu whoever knows whatever knows what am ii saying...ii promiise euu all ii will never giib up (hmm...maybe baa...)ii hab no regrets after saying err yupp ii thiink so...LOL but den ishh like haiix dont know what tuu do T.T...okiie shldnt post abt that anymoree ii just wannt tuu wishh all a happy belated NEW YEAR!! :))

2006-12-20T13:19:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey everyone I AM BACK!! i mean tuu blogging not tuu singapore =P but anyway i will be back like say in 3 days tiime...hmm...anyone got miss miie marr?? those who hab a BIG KISS for euu MUACKZ!! for those who dont SHOO SHOO GO AWAY euu heartless creature!! okiie back tuu de point WHO WANTS TUU GO OUT ON CHIRSMAS raise your hands (ya i mean both) x) lets go out and celebrate and hab some FUN together!! and ppl any suggestion where tuu go?? i think until i want tuu faint...@.@ AND YA I HAB SMTH IN MIND!! but i am not going tuu tell those who will be going cos it is a suprise to SOMEONE lol cant say who but YA TUU SOMEONE yay!!okiie i am crapping so i think i need tuu stop le or else my blog will be a crappy place siia haiix okiie nvm i am just too excited okiie see euu all SOON...i miss emily,tiing and all my frens...T.T

2006-11-15T13:30:00.000+08:00

well...basically i am going back tuu singapore tmr shoo i shall do all my contacts after 8 plus tmr kay?? i've got alot things tuu explain but most of all i want tuu say tuu emily and tiing but shoo bad emily ishh in china.haiix.nvm i shall wait.and tuu bonnie no matter did euu ever do those things its over i shall forget what had passed...forgive and forget all de unhappiness...BE BACK TMR!!:D who will miss miie?? o.O

2006-11-10T15:49:00.000+08:00

shoo long haben blog le cos quite busy siia nowadaes!!sure euu all miss miie one right haha :D i miss alot of euu too.i attend lessons at night on alternate daes cant say i never learn anything from them actually i learnt quite alot.to really l0vee someone despite de type of l0vee euu must not ask for repayment.well thats kinda true so i guess i kang kai le.i wont care abt what happen before but i will take it as i owe euu and i am repaying now =) okiie dont know what tuu write le DO DROP MIIE AND E-MAIL!!and i wish emily and all my frens a happy china trip!!

2006-11-03T13:14:00.000+08:00

shall update abt miie china life.well nth muchhie until this point of time cos like i wake up 7 plus in de morning and start tuu work from 8 till 5 in de aft fer miie mum.kinda of slacking de work bahh.cos i really nv get tuu do anything.bleah.and hab tuu attend this lesson every alternate dae concerning buddism well i skipped!cos first dae too tired ytd sick and todae is not my lesson dae WHEE~dunno why lehh i cant go miie blog here lousy internet i cant even go yahoo singapore haiix.cant see ppl tag miie le or dere ishh no ppl tag?o.O if thats de case i will murder some of euu when i get back get it in mind X)shall tell euu all smthh intersting de first dae i came.well my mum giib miie a bottle of washing gel when i was abt tuu bath.she said a little bit can hab a lot of foam liao so dont use too muchhie cos is expensive.so i went in tuu bath.den while bathing i found out that de gel was kinda weird cos ishh like so small de bottle and like de 'texture' of de foam doesnt feel like de one euu will use tuu bath.so i asked her whether ishh fer face or fer body de.den she say body so i continue despite de weird feeling.after i bathed my mum was like saying so euu see de bottle inside fer bathing?i was like huh?didnt euu just giib miie a bottle tuu bath?she said where got den i show her de small blue bottle and she wAS like OMG!!thats fer washing face.at that point i dunno whether tuu laugh or tuu cry =.= anw she ask miie got use alot anot den i was like no larr den she went phew~ cos that bottle was really ex diao....thats all think i shall update euu all when i am free =) dont miss miie too muchhie okiie? =P and do drop miie an email if euu can =D

2006-11-01T18:39:00.000+08:00

WHEE~i am back in china!!well its kinda niice cos i finally see miie parents after shoo long :D miss them real lots!!and ya before i leave i got one pleasant surprise from euu-know-who-euu-are she smsed miie and wish miie gd luck!!well i was overjoyed when i see that =) de weather is dam dry here and my lip,hands and foot is so dry that i want tuu put inside water and nv take out =.= well...i will miss euu all de...and ya I CANT GO MY BLOG!!OMAN!!I WANT TUU GO~ T.T

2006-10-31T23:11:00.000+08:00

tmr i am leaving singapore but not even one of euu bid miie goodbye except for miie diidii...well i am really hurt.even though we are on cold war but den i still hope i can get ur best wishhes...i really hope so...well i dont even think that euu know i am leaving tmr,did euu??my dear tiing and emily.i once think that euu are de two that will be always dere fer miie when i am sad and always cheering with miie when i am happy but find out that i am wrong?well am i?i dont know i really dont know.how i hope i can get ur best wishhes before my trip even if it is one short little sms saying "take care!" i really miss de tiimes we spent chatting fer hrs.....i really miss them...

2006-10-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

oh yea so euu dun hab any wrongs its all my fault right?all ishh bcos i am way too childish izzit.okiie wharever.i hab 2 more daes well to be exact one more day before i leave singapore.why cant euu just giib miie some peace i nv really want tuu fight i nv even want tuu get angry with euu two.but den ishh just seems that euu two dunno what am i really really angry about.euu just assume that i am childish tuu get angry over this type of things.okiie fine even if i am SO WHAT!!if thats de real miie dont euu hab tuu accept miie as who i am cos euu are my frens??well maybe not maybe euu dont consider miie as euur fren.say what i hab my own life tuu lead on are euu trying tuu refer that i am blocking euu??well did i??just bcos that i am angry with euu do euu hab tuu say smth that is so serious euu know sometiimes it hurts alot.well den....den i shall let euu go since euu saying that i am blocking and euu hab euur own life tuu lead on....lets not be frens anymore.well...i dont even think euu cares since euu hab so so so many frens.although i hate tuu lose euu as a fren but den i will always so what i think is de best fer miie frens.so now i think strangers suit us since euu dislike miie so much.arent i right emily??as tuu euu tiing,i am just being really childish,yea i admit that,i always think that we are really really real-life besta fren...but i think i am wrong.really very wrong.i am just what is called online fren.those euu always play with joke with enjoy with on-line.de word on-line means unrealistic some built-up world.okiie,now i am clear.bcos of one stupid internet game i am clear.really clear.i shall let euu all go.being my fren isnt such wonderful thing.maybe i am what dey say 'protective' well i dunno...i really dunno i always want my frens tuu be happy and maybe thats giibing them too much pressure cos i care too much way too much.i used tuu be so cheeful but after this year i dunno where can i find de old miie?where can i find??well and tuu bonnie if euu happen tuu see these...i nv say i believe them but that doesnt mean i believe in euu...i dunno who tuu believe in cos i cant even believe myself...i am just shoo tired....very tired that i want tuu slp and nv wake up...tired...

2006-10-28T01:28:00.000+08:00

sickening SICKENING audition!!whats so fun abt it!!GREAT!! go play PLAY UNTIL EUUR EYES DROP OFF I ALSO WONT CAREE!!

2006-10-27T22:26:00.000+08:00

WHEE~i confirm going back on de 1st of nov...cant say i am not happy!!and horr i got back my ppr well basically i pass all my subjects.i've got 3 As 3Bs and 3Cs.quite satisfying tuu myself.but den now comes de prob.when i told my parnets abt my results my father never say anything as usual only say that i can do much better =X well do i??anyway that is not de point de point ishh that my mum said smth that made miie cry den she was like "huh!!say a little bit den cry le okiie dun cry le i 10mins later den call euu" so i cry and cry until i dunno when fall asleep...den i was woken up by my father's call den we chat der like one minute like that put down le.den i fall asleep again cos really too tired le.den slp wake up slp wake up sl[ wake up until like 1 plus like that.very sad...okiie lets not post so sadistic post anymore!!or else later emily say miie again =X i scare euu leh emily!!AND EUU STILL OWE MIIE ONE HUG!!LOL!! i shall rmb it until de dae i die :D tmr i want go shopping but den i cant find anyone tuu shop with miie i am such a LONER haiix really loner~ my cousins dunwan tuu go and tiing mus clean hse and emily mus go church haiix...dunno who else tuu find le...i dun wan tuu shop alone~ i scare i half-way cry again...these few daes i am acting cheerful but deep inside i am lonely....i am really lonely at heart now....

2006-10-23T22:37:00.000+08:00

todae sick siia.stomache indigestion again!!OMG!!got what wind inside my stomache.dottz.going tuu hospital real soon go hab check ups...haiix...

2006-10-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

recently i found out smth from someBODIES means alot of ppl that my fren was cheating on miie backstabbing miie while i was like so niice tu her??she said everything i told her tuu her boifren that tiime every word i said every single little thing i do well...i hab nth tuu say...moreover she said that miie money was easy tuu cheat.WTH larr.abit like last tiime i pity her that she no money tuu eat so i shared my dinners and lunches with her.but she took miie forgranted.DAM DAM DAM!!how tuu say actually when dey tell miie this i hab no surprises hearing these things that she did behind my back.well...maybe ish that i always know but i jus choose not tuu believe it,not tuu know it,not tuu acknowledge them maybe...dere ishh alot of other things that she did but i jus dun wan tuu say le.i jus wan tuu ask is dere true frens in lyfe?? euu cant control everything dey say dey do dey think dey can jus simply act it out.WATEVER.well...my depression hrs approaching soon le bahh...feel like crying again...

2006-10-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

why this always happen tuu miie?? people always abandom miie fer audition.bonnie also like that de most unbelievable ishh tiing!ishh audition really that impt??well...i really hab nth tuu say.i tried contacting her fer shoo long le...she can jus simply say she forget okay nvm i accepted that!well...but den am i really jus a replacment?? okiie! i know my audition sux but den do euu hab tuu do until like that?? i jus dced den euu play with de other gal okiie its okiie really okiie BUT DEN after i come back euu ask miie go pair with de other ppl.okiie i was a little angry den when that gal was gone euu say cat come come ^^ so am i jus someone who euu turn tuu when euu cant find any ppl?i know i am being childish but i jus cant stop miieself from being that thaT is de true miie!!well...i really really treat euu like miie besta fwen but den euu jus seem tuu treat miie like those so-called "on8line fwen" those who onli hab funs tgth!!if that ishh de truth OK!!jus tell miie dun let miie get hurt even moree.well i dun meant to be sound like a pervert but den ishh jus that i am trying tuu say all my feelings out even though euu may not even read or caree abt it!!okiie so i sounding like a les??thats why all ppl scare miie WELL DE TRUTH ISHH I AM NOT!!i really treasure miie fwens thats why i dun wan tuu lose any and yupp i dun like hating ppl thats why i dun hate bonnie.i am shoo hurt......nvm lets not talk abt it anymoree....i jus simply hate miieself!!

2006-10-14T23:10:00.000+08:00

yo. im the blogger of cat's blog today:D
and pls pls dun dlt this post. or not waste my energy.
anw as i was saying. cat u shld be privileged to have me blog:D
and she wanted me to tell the whole world that SOMEONE TOLD HER THAT SHE HAD A CRUSH ON ME.
for your infomation to whoever it is
POINT1: IM NOT LES.
POINT2: SOMEONE IS PURSUING CAT.
POINT3: IM NOT INTERESTED.
$%^&* and cat pls get well soon. cos i dun wan u spread ur germs to me=.=
somemore i havent get well also-.-
and lest someone worry abt u=X
lalalaala.
cat u are so lucky=P
shan't blog why. or else she kill me=.=
P.S: SOMEONE HAD A CRUSH ON CAT! - sorry. still say in the end(: -

2006-10-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

well.todae got back de test papers.so i did flunk my science i failed!!den my father rang so i told hiim de result.he nv scold miie but den is like he sounded so sad.cos nv in my lyfe that i failed one subeject??i dunno i really dunno.he was like saying what i shouldnt always think that i dun like science den hab de phobeia that i cant do well.but it proved that i cant do well in science or in maths.that is not my type to say de truth.well.i really hatee science especially chem.but it is a compulsory subject.it really sux.cant stand it at all.my father like dun wan to tok to miie like that.is it really that true that result is de most impt??okiie even it is,miie hist and geo are not bad wad.why didnt euu praise miie but keep on insisting that i could hab done better.okiie even if i really could do better.so what??does it really matter??i always tot that euu said that characters developement is much more impt den academic.do euu really mean what euu mean??i really l0vee euu and i hatee tuu disappoint euu baba.i am really sorry~okiie i shouldnt say amymoree de moree i say i think i will jus burst out into tears!!so say no moree.sometiimes i cant stand it anymoree.i dun feel like telling them miie results.cos i know deeply dey will luff at it.even ytd b4 i go get miie results,jacky was like saying oh well go see how BADLY euu hab done.dont think euu take triple pro le okiie!!even if euu are,do euu hab to be so sacarstic???i neber say anything at that tiime cos i dun wan get into trouble with euu or euur mum or whoever.i jus wan to livee on simply here...until de dae i leave...is not like say i can live in euur hse 4ever.and i really like to say thnx to qinnie and emily...dey anwei miie...making miie feel at least abit better.and now i really think i losing tiing...which really really making miie very very sad.euu see she is always there fer miie when i am sad but now she is like dun caree abt miie anymoree.okiie well...i dun say le bahh...i really wanna cry now...

2006-10-13T01:12:00.000+08:00

todae went skool and hab games carnival.quite enjoyable bahh.i played de floorball which almost kill miie!!LOL!!de first game i am de goalkeeper and i let in two goals!! OMG larr!! i was shoo useless.de second game i nv played.as for de third and forth game,i went running arnd and shoot.well i score one ball.=) we lose two draw one win one.de last two games is continuous one (who de hell arrange one own up i want to whack euu!!) den is dam dam tiring.i was panting like mad like that!! den aft de game i took shoo long to recover.ppl was like saying i look like i am dying~ de face like tomato like that.well.i admit that it isnt a gd idea to play floorball aft a whole dae diarrohea.it really isnt!!oh ya special thanks to yinyee.she took caree of miie when i was like canna movee at all.THANK EUU!! ^^ and somehow de games show that i can run but i cant goalkeep.cos i will hold de stick and shake there like mad.and i think i really disappoint joanne cos she hab so muchhie faith in winning den is miie that let de two stupid dam goals in!! really sorry mate!!well,sometiimes i jus wonder that is it that i shall slp early so i wont feel so lonely at night?? at tiimes really when there is no one arnd euu euu will jus feel like bursting out in tears.haiix.i really dunno what to say le.lyfe is jus like that,full of happiness and sadness,full of ups and dwns...maybe is tiime for miie to let go of shoo many things letting them go...haiix...my whole body aching now but not as hurt as miie heart which is now broken into pieces...broken into piceses...

2006-10-12T01:29:00.000+08:00

well.todae went out with bonnie to watch de ROB-B-HOOD is a niice cute show.really l0vee it.den we go walk walk until like arnd three.den we go bunk to play awhile.on de way there i dare her to ask a handsome ahmo what country ishh he from.at first she dun wan but in de end i say either de ahmo or de indian.she gave up and approach de ahmo.it was quite fun larr.however smth spoil my mood todae.really spoilt my mood.haiix.dun feel like repeating once more le.there ishh no point.and we slack slack slack until 6 and i mus go home le.and bonnie did smth which hurts miie again.why always that she can do for bois but she cant do for miie?? am i really so worthless to her?? is not like say i so watever insist on euu peiing miie take mrt.ishh jus that i wan tuu see whether euu will giib up and come anot.but in de end euu didnt!okiie so i continue walking and nv look back.but actually i was hurt again.dere seems to be no true frens arnd miie.or maybe there ishh but i nv see?bonnie no need say le.she will nv really treasure miie bahh no matter what i do.as for tiing my darling,she jus like suddenly disappear in de thin air.sms her shoo many tiimes also nv reply one.and sometiimes i am jus thinking is it that i think too highly of myself by saying that she is miie besta fren while she may jus think that i am someone she met online den onli suitable for playing games but not for frenshiip.i really dunno le.but i really feel like she is miie besta fren even though we dun see each other often.or maybe i am jus being childish again.i hab got nth to say le.if that was de case,i shall jus keep quiet and be de shadow on de wall.and i meant it.but jus tell miie de truth.am i disturbing euu or smth??am i??as for emily.she ishh niice yesh i agree on that.but den de whole point ishh that i think she ishh quite scare of miie?! to tell de truth i think everyone ishh scare of miie.maybe to my characters??or maybe to smth that i hab done??and she got shoo many frens arnd her that she ishh so busy that she couldnt hab tiime to bother abt miie maybe.haiix.lyfe is jus so sucky now...feeling lonely as i ever has been......

2006-10-11T01:10:00.000+08:00

haiix.todae i jus happen to xin xue lai chao to check on someone's old testi.and i found out sadly that i know hiim earlier than herr.but denn it jus happen that if i know miie feelings earlier maybe i can be her??haiix.feel so sad now.or maybe i am jus not those attractive type bahh.speaking of that.i really dunno what to say le.bonnie ask miie a very gd question todae.shall i wait??well my ans is I DUNNO.and i really dunno.cos euu see.is like now he so happy with her i sometiimes think that maybe somehow i am like an iodit to like him in this lousy way.he will nv know and he shall nv know.REALLY.and i meant it.for those who know who jus shuddup for those who dont well i dont think euu will wish tuu know one.well back tuu de topic!am i being silly to wait?? or i shall jus forget abt everything and move on i really dunno.somehow i think that i cant forget hiim so easily and de whole point is that i dun even know when i started to like him.see hiim so happi now i also very happy for hiim de.really and i mean it!!well jus hope that lyfe can goes on well without this type of things...i really hope so....

2006-10-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

LOL.ytd help SOMEONE do blog do until 6 am in de morning.dottz.den go sleep until 9 den bonnie woke miie up.hahas.den sms awhile den fall asleep again until 2.see de blog quite happy can say euu see i help one lehh hahas.that someone owe miie a cup of tea.YAY!anyway jus now i pretend to slam de door den de door slam on miie foot dam paiin siia.now is swollen and got blue-black and is turning purplish OMG!!scarly tmr cant walk how.LOL.well.i think post also no use really cos mei ren hui kan ye mei ren hui li wo.haiix.i see that someone with his gf so sweet and niice i feel like getting one too.LOL.but like someone said,is all abt luck de.haiix.okiie larr.dun makee miie jealous le sehh.later i cry.sobbsobb.haiix haiix haiix...

2006-10-09T05:00:00.000+08:00

this is miie maple character jus here to refresh miie memories of de old beautiful daes!!

2006-10-08T21:43:00.000+08:00

emily is so heartless one.she still dunno what am i angrying abt.den think i angry for no reason like that like siao zha bo like that.suan le.haiix.if dun understand den dun understand lorr.she is not de first one and i dun think she shld be de last.
feel so hurt.heart shho paiin now.miserable lyfe~

2006-10-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

jus now not long ago tok to miie father.haiix.it seems that he misunderstood miie.i mean yes,i am spending too much money in terms of phone bill or whatever.but i has been so long since i enjoy shopping le.my money is all spent on little things like snacks drinks blahblahblah.okiie.what i mean is that i want to work for miie mum during de holidaes when i will be back.den i can earn some pocket money.it is a way to teach miieself on how hard-earned can money be so i wont spend too much.but they misunderstood!!i dun mean to work for miie mum jus bcos i wan to spend moree.NONONO.haiix.they becoming to think i becoming a bad gal and my father keep on saying that he wont blame miie cos he is nv beside miie ta take care of miie blahblahblah den he was like saying maybe want miie go back and be with them so they could took care of miie.DAM.make miie feel so guilty siia like i comitted mureder like that.okiie larr i giib up euu can do whatever euu want to miie but jus dun misunderstood miie words anymore.i also dunno why am i posting this like anyone will read like that.de onli reader tiing de com is spoilt liao so she also cant read.I REALLY REALLY MISS HER VERY MUCH!! but jus like bonnie said we two are becoming further and further apart.or maybe is jus out of miie imaginations.or whatever.who will really care abt miie??well i dun think anyone will.and ytd nite stupid korr get angry over miie bcos i said i was trying to learn how to make sushi.i jus ask him that he know how to make anot den he said i am irritating him like OMG!!i onli meant to be jk den he react until like that and somemore said want scold miie until ******* hell haiix suan le.i really dunno what to say so tired siia.

2006-10-01T22:07:00.000+08:00

haiix.tmr habing exam again.slack like mad throughout de weekend.quite sad.sure fail exam one.somemore tmr is science lehh.my science throughout not good le.haiix.chem and bio is miie science killer subject siia.dunno how to pass siia.i think if i pass i dam happy le.however miie mum want miie to do well lehh.CAN I DIE??anyway.i really dun wan to caree abt others le.really.what for??they wont appreciate one.bonnie is one she is one.haiix.haiix.haiix.lyfe is miserable. :(

2006-09-30T21:29:00.000+08:00

happy bdae to miie auntie's fren >< if i know is her bdae i will behave more guai todae jus to please her =X since is her one and onli bdae per year.jus now when jacky switch off de light i was like omg what was happening??den when it turn out to be her bdae i was like shock??anyway...i sing silently for her dun know how to react siia.look like loner like that.it had been so long since i celebrate miie family's bdae tgth.suddenly feel so lonely without them.haiix.miss them real lots.haiix.i like toking to miiself like that.no one to go to now.really miss de old tiimes.>.<.loner miie.saddie miie.whatever miie.sigh.

2006-09-30T20:17:00.000+08:00

ytd went back to pri after my geo and english paper1.quite enjoy miieself although jiaojiao and junjun nv go.(well.they did go,when everything end =.=)i walked around de whole kcs like more than 10 tiimes cos really like nth to do marr and all de teachers are so busy wors.haiix.in de end however i still very happy that i went back to see all my teachers really miss them lots.i was like so lonely at there cos tiing nv went back with miie in de end.sad.but what can i say nth marr.i stood in de corner and see de crowd enjoy themselves i happy le.sometiimes i am jus wondering am i really that mei you mei li ppl always abandon miie for other things.such as boifren or games or watever.i dun mind saying this cos i also dun think she will bother to read since she is busy playing audi with kim.i really dunno what to say le.scare lata kanna scolded again den nv go play den wth say what dun care miie DUN CARE LORR as if i care.well i am not really sad abt that but what i more sad is that she nv come an wei wo jus keep on playing.i kanna scolded siia.is game really that impt or jus that euu hab no more feelings towards i tio scold.and one more thing i cant control miieself but falling even deeper for him.is jus too sad he got a gf >< i really miss de daes in pri we dun hab so much to worry abt.ytd chat with jiao and jun until almost 11 den took cabbie home.luckily nv tio scold.scary siia~hmm...almost forget to mention that i wait for someone in amk station for 2 hrs =..= jus sit there and do nth and look at de crowd really dam slow lehh. and in de end turn out to be a nightmare.say 2 ppl go den become 5 ppl.my waist that tiime dam paiin and almost break but still keep on walking with them.ask tiing she say dun wan so hab to continue on walking.walk until i almost cry siia.my waist really buay ta han anymore le.den go back pri also hab to walk.no wonder todae my leg so paiin lorr.really nth to say le. another hurtful dae in miielife that makes a hurtful lyfe......

2006-09-28T21:34:00.000+08:00

OMG!!i think i am suffering from pre-examinations stress.i cant even finish my dinner de moment i see de food i feel like *one,two,three...puke* do i ended up leaving de food untouch for like say one hour den in de end as i expected kanna scolded. =.= so what!! why cant she jus leave miie in peace.tmr is miie EOY why cant she like not let miie bother abt her at least for de exams period WTF i really buay ta han liao!! luckily tmr i going back pri with tiing to attend de mid-autumn festival celebration that MR.LEE invitied miie to go one.at least i got some space to breathe.haiix.i am hab a serious headache now and i still got a long long way to go for miie toopid geo!! can someone save miie from this situation?? who is de one can save miie??T.T

2006-09-28T00:36:00.000+08:00

ooo i hab a new blogskin :)) all done by miieself this tiime HOORAY!!!three cheers for miie self YAY!!

2006-09-27T22:24:00.000+08:00

ARHH I CANNA SEE MIIE BLOG~

2006-09-25T23:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!! todae shall stay happy cos is miie father de birthdae canna spoil de dae!! >< i l0vee euu papa and h0pee that euu can stay healthy always dun work so hard le horr mus rest sometiimes i promise i will not turn bad one!! l0vee ya~

2006-09-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

if only i never meet her.if only that i never tell her.if only that i shall never exist in this world!!!okiie it jus happen to be i like someone that i once missed so what DO EUU HAVE TO TELL HIM?? he is onli a guy euu meet for 1week i am ur 2 yrs fren and now euu are actually doing this to miie that tiime i haben even daree to tell tiing abt it den euu go tell ur stead. i told euu bcos i tot euu can understand miie ohh well even if euu understand but it doesnt seem to be like euu treat miie as ur fren hab euu ever take miie words seriously well i dun think so.den now ur bf come after miie say i dun bully euu horr BUT DE WHOLE POINT IS WHO IS BULLYING WHO!! so is all my fault right ALL MINE so can euu two like jus shuddup and stop pretending euu are sorry.i dun care and i wont care.okiie fine jus when i was jus feeling better now here comes a woman who critise miie that i dun wash miie underwear!!!so what was wrong with habing three sets of underwear?? okiie fine even i dun wash will euu hab to be so disgusting and go touch it OMG larr.i cant stand it anymore.somemore do euu hab to ask miie so loudly that everyone can hear DO U DO U?? no matter what i am still a gal now euu ask miie this type of questions right in front of ur dau and son euu say how am i going to face them anymore?? is it that i shall jus jump off de dam flats so euu will happy and leave miie in peace?? euu embarrassed miie and how am i suppose to do.runaway?? go die?? can euu like jus tell miie?? euu really make miie feel like jumping down de floors.okiie fine i cry again.can someone like jus tell miie how am i suppose to do with all these things. eoy is coming and fren is betraying miie and ppl is embarrassing miie who is there for miie to trust really!! WHO can i trust?? there is no one with miie now except for emily but is like i really dun wan to bother her alr with all de pressure she hab alr.really am i really that worthless?? or am i onli worth to my parents?? i cant possibly worried them with all these they are getting old and they are still working so hard for miie i am really sorry for them i reall l0vee them lots.if not for them i dun think i can continue living in this world really!!

2006-09-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

i miss my tiing so so so much =X why mus her toopid com spoilt!!! ARGHH now i dun hab ppl to tok to play with le i wan my tiing back!!! i l0vee her lots =x hahas i wan i wan her to peii miie go out leh but i am GROUNDED wtf is like my parents also nv ground why she so bb go ground miie leh.den somemore go out do project also mus call overseas to ask my mum's permission OMG someone save miie!! exams counting down to 11 daes after exams i dun care I AM GOING OUT TO PLAY UNTIL I MAD!! i wan go kbox with tiing emily blahblahblah i wan to play until that i forget everythiing haiix lyfe now is so miserable siia i wan my frens!!DYING~

2006-09-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

wah~so long never blog le.hmm...maybe is that my lyfe now hab nth to say so thats why i nv blog bah!!todae horr finally see who is lee de gf le hahahahas okiie quite pretty and sweet siia i wish de two of them HAPPY4EVA!!YAY!!see i am such a niice gal><~BUT i am still looking for my MR.RIGHT where are euu??i find euu until i wan to faint and cry le siia!!seeing all miie frens so happy with their laogong and laopo make miie JEALOUS lorr!!LOL!nvm i still got miie tiing!!but den she also very happy with mehmeh hahas so am i counted as no one??okiie i think i am crapping siia maybe i shall stop here le maybe i shall continue NEXT TIIME lol i think i really mad le!!okiie buais all see euu all nxt tiime MUACKZZ tiing i l0vee euu~(haiix no one to l0vee except euu siia) T.T

2006-09-11T01:29:00.000+08:00

我很想对自己说：“你行的！！加油！！！”但是我知道这一切不是这么容易就会结束的。我现在只想要有一个肩膀可以依靠，有一个肩膀可以让我休息，让我闭上那疲惫的双眼。这世界实在是太黑暗。为何我始终都找不到我那一丝丝的光明呢？？没有人能真真正正地走入我心房，不管为什么，我始终找不到我的他。究竟他在那里，我也不知道。我会找他几年？？我也不清楚。我只知道我肯能快等不下去了，我已经在崩溃的边缘挣扎着。如果有一天，我神经不再正常，不要问我为什么。因为我没办法回答你。而最后，我只想对我的父母说......我爱你们！！真得很爱你们！！！！！ I LOVE EUU MY DEAREST AND DEAREST PARENTS!!! 希望我不会再有一天跟你们说声对不起......

moree abt miie

2006-09-09T00:33:00.000+08:00

todae no not todae ytd i went out with tiing and her again to shop to play to enjoy!! we ended up in PC BUNK which is like so fun and play until dunno de tiime liao.den we went home somehow i sent them home in de end since is all in a line den i 'force' someone to peii miie send them home and ended up regreting myself cos i actually reach home around 12 haiix break my record siia =.= of cus my auntie fren isnt very happy and she say she will call my mum well actually i am fine with it since its my fault to not notice de tiime.BUT den when it turn out to be my auntie calling,i really dunno how to react!!she called and say...i shall not mention here bahh.talking to her for onli a few minutes made miie cry like mad so i went into my rm cos i donnot wish them to see miie cry or else she will be sure dam happy. i hang up de phone but still crying i dunno why maybe i jus feel sorry or what i really dunno.i was so sad that i took my blanket and hold infront of my face and scream my lungs out inside de blanket i cry and scream but making no sound i feel sad really really sad.
actually all i want to say to them is...

well i know my result is getting from bad to worse but den is not my intention is jus that i dun feel like studying at all in this house.maybe i am jus not so smart as all of euu say i was maybe i jus look too highly in myself thinking that there is still tiime but deep in miie i know that there is no more tiime exam is coming in three weeks tiime and i had miss so much cos i nv really listen to de teachers in class.i am really sorry for what i have done but it cant be undone!! i need someone to understand miie more really to understand miie can i say that i miss jenia,lucy,mary,george,mum,dad,and my auntie i haben see them really so often nowadaes i really miss them lots they always say that not covenient better not go but i really want to see them i really miss them.i feel so lonely without my family warmth but what can i do?? simply nth so i turn to my fren.but turning to them also got fault WHY WHY WHY why i cant to have some warmth WHY WHY WHY why mus make miie so lonely pls let miie have some warmth PLS PLS PLS i also will feel lonely sometimes one I WILL FEEL LONELY ONE why no one can understand miie i jus wan to be pamper i jus wan to be treasure I NEED MY FAMILY can euu pls understand more PLEASE!!!

2006-09-04T12:01:00.000+08:00

haiix another saddening dae in life!!well,sometimes i jus wonder am i really like a backup from what SOMEONE used to tell miie that no nid be so niice to her cos she dun really treat euu as a fren!! i chose NOT to believe but now maybe i START to believe~ cant blame miie euu jus really hurt miie too much!! i always come last ALWAYS GENTLEMEN FIRST whatever I SHALLNT CARE is not my business to care anyway!onli when euu have no one to go to den will euu come to miie!!!okiie is alright but den I WILL ALSO GET SAD TOO during de saddest moment,euu jus dun care abt whether i live or die euu jus care abt urself.i didnt say why i want to go out so urgently but now i will tell euu COS I WAN TO ESCAPE FROM THIS HOUSE this house is making miie cant breathe ALL DE PRESSURE ALL DE SHOOTINGS i canna take it ANYMORE so i wan to go out and forget abt all this but do euu care NO EUU DUN fine maybe i jus not so important in ur heart and maybe de nxt tiime euu find miie for anything i shall jus LEAVE EUU ALONE !!! to tell euu de truth even if i am tired,when euu nid help i still got go so DUN MAKE MIIE HATE EUU

2006-08-29T23:05:00.000+08:00

todae dunno why very de moody siia!!canna be my 'relative' marr cos it jus went!!>.< haiix well dunno what to say le larr very de siianz but i jus wann to say

tiing~

i l0vee euu so much.THANK EUU!! my dear fren!!((:

2006-08-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

haiix jus now got type de den found out canna post mus retype siia!!@#$%^&*()_+ siianz~ aiyo actually i also forget what i post jus now but onli rmb that i said abt bonnie highlighting her haiir BRIGHT piink todae i saw her i shock tio siia!!den like de usual miie i start nagging le--de old motherly style!!>.< well.nowadaes nth happen one de so abiit siian except for ytd that SOMEONE makee miie so piss that my blood was boiling and my body temp.went shooting up that i am going to burst at any moment!!so in de end canna ta han go disturb tiing and mehmeh and tok to tiing for one hour jus to cool miie down!!i dun feel like repeating what had happen but is smth that irritates miie so much!!why cant euu stop being such an irritatin brat and leave miie in peace!!WHY CANT EUU!!i dun wan this to happen REALLY but i cant stop myself from disliking de way euu behave right!!so to that SOMEONE pls dun irritates miie anymore PLEASE!!!!okiie i shall stop le need to cool down again!!tiing where are euu I NEED EUU NOW!!!!!!! haiix

2006-08-27T21:25:00.000+08:00

haiix todae horr went to toa payoh with my primary skool frens,we plan to go ikea at first den found out there is no this place in toa payoh de whole singapore onli got one ikea and is in queenstown which is like so so so far away siia!! =.= at first i tot de courts in toa payoh is ikea den my fren think some ulu ulu place is ikea zzz!!we two like so toopid larr sit de bus den travel around de whole toa payoh >.< den after that i go my aunt hse and eat dinner but i was lateex SORRY~ long tiime nv see my cousins le miss them lots siia T.T den stay there to chat with my uncle and watch formula one until 8.30 reach home around 9 den come here peii tiing le YAY tiing rox my world~ ((:

2006-08-26T21:56:00.000+08:00

todae went out wiith miie dearie tiing and bonnie HOORAY!!it was so dam FUN~we went watch moviie [my superx ex-galfren] so funnie siia hahas :D den after that we go take neopriint takee twice somemore lorr cos de first one not niice de >.< and i bought another pair of shoes again =.= haiix spent so much money siia until krupt liao and make tiing krupt also!! sorrie!!three of us den go to de far east plaza(go de wrong one at first)and shop again!i bought two anklets(beri de niice)piink and shiny de~YAY!!todae was great funn cant wait to go out with tiing again ^^we take alot of pics in de handphone also but too bad cant put inside com T.T or else can show euu my dear tiing le hahas she is so cuteex and sweetz~ l0vee her lots and lots HOORAY~~((:

2006-08-25T22:33:00.000+08:00

so so so sad...tmr meii ren peii wo qu 'concert' T.T den canna go le siia~ BUT tmr meeting tiing le HAHAHAS yay!! we going watch movie and take neoprint WONDERFUL!!todae bonnie got come again and she stayed back for remedial.i was so impressed~ =X so bonnie,keep it up!!dunno still can watch my super ex-galfren anot/.hopefully can lar i really wanna watch de but so sad that last wk de whole wk no money =.= well,dunno what to say liao lorr nth happen like that.ehh.wait.NO.i rmb,todae de science test i sure fail de cos i dunno a single question >.< haiix okiie i dun nag le lastly i jus wan to say i l0vee ;tiing`]

2006-08-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

todae my dearie tiing help miie find another blogskin le HOORAY!!i l0vee her alot siia~ haiix,dun tok abt de test le.dunno what is wrong with miie siia.canna rmb anything.like someone stolen my braiin like that! =X dun care le larr fail den fail lor.i not so smart marr...anyway,i am so happy that tiing is going out with miie on sat!!we shall go watch movie and enjoy ourselves without mehmeh scaring miie >.< bonnie got come skool todae and surprisly she return miie my 15 bucks o.O anyway,i am happy to get my money back ^^ so i will not starve till saturdae~ h0pee tmr pass really fast and so i can meet tiing soon ((: YAY!! three cheers for tiing!!HIPPI HOORAY!!HIPPI HOORAY!!HIPPI HOORAY

2006-08-21T21:48:00.000+08:00

todae my dear tiing help miie create a new template YAY!! guys euu like it?? i think is ok but i still prefer piink~ anyway i l0vee tiing hmm... ya i l0vee her !! =.= lets not tok abt what had happen todae in skool bah.ayhh.cant help it.i really dunno what to do le someone help miie pls!!!well,i have no hope in connexio photo this year liao le.dun appear den dun appear bah what can i say? JUS LEARN A LESSON!and i hab learnt it,so pls,i think i had fall quite badly this tiime so someone PLS CHEER MIIE UP~ now i bi qing lian zhong le really mus think thrice before doing anything le.and ya.can euu believe it.mr foo actually say that i might have a chance to become a social worker =.= miie as a social worker WOW!!! meiqin said if i ask what is de problem of de patients but then i will sure end up chasing after them angrily.WHAT DE.nvm relax~well.i think before i solve anyone's prob i will gone mad first ARGHH!! someone jus tell miie what can i do to BONNIE WUI!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

aiyo.not say i like to complain abt bonnie lar.cos if dun complain i dunno what to say le de atmosphere will be dam tense!!entertain euu not gd meh,den nxt tiime dun wan entertain euu liao le lor~haiz, not say i wan to care abt HER,but is she keep on coming to disturb miie lor,not like i do anything like that. ahhem.jus now she said:" those who is going to study tmr sleep at 10 den those bu yong du shu de can dun sleep WTF she was actually inferring miie lor,saying that i no need study one.HACK CARE she like say what say what lor. ya,i know her son and daughter beri nice but i jus cant imagine why got such a mother always shoot ppl one.i dun like ppl shooting at miie cant she jus say it out loud and clear and plain. bu yong shuai xin ji!! very tired leh listening to her.HAIX life arhh~~i am so grateful that i hab such frens like tiing,bonnie and emily(well,i dunno what she think =X) they always listen to my complaints one THANK EUU LOTS!! l0vee euu all ((: i shall try to be cheerful as usual but sometiimes really quite tired to do so.sometiimes jus feel like slapping her in de face =P sorry guys,i am jus so violence~ muackxx

2006-08-19T21:19:00.000+08:00

todae went out with tiing and mehmeh and bonnie.quite ok lar.but they all seem to feel that is quite boring.....sorry siia but really like window shopping is not very fun next tiime can go watch movie that will much more FUN...i am so sorry for todae but hor i have to admit that mehmeh still look scary lor...SCARED really dunno what to do...hmmm....anyway i am so happy that i see tiing again.((: lovely tiing~~ bonnie going out tmr zzz nvm if she comes to skool on mondae every thing will be fine.and F*** why should i stand that stupid,unreasonable,disgusting woman.she act like she is de god she is de world fine lar as if i care.todae if not that i dun wan to make things hard for my parents,i tell euu,i am going to walk off lar and not listen to her crap anymore.cos i dun care.but i hab to think for my auntie and my parents,cos she will sure go gossip around the whole neighbourhood and tell them how bad is miie how bad is my family education.I WONT CARE but i hab to think for my family.they dun deserve this.but according to their characters,they wont say anything against whatever ppl said cos they feel that mouth is grown on their body why should care.BUT THEY DUN DESERVE TO BE SAY.is that woman's fault lor.she everytime gossip with other aunties one lor.NOTHING TO SAY.feel sad and feel like slapping someone~~ =(

2006-08-17T21:43:00.000+08:00

i finally talked to bonnie le.found out that she got sore eyes (again!!) poor thing~but wait...without her,how am i suppose to take de photo?? take by miieself?? NO WAY!!i will look dam pathetic lor i rather dun take =X hmm...maths test tmr scare will fail again my maths not very good now dunno why~ maybe is cos that i nv pay attention in class >.< failing

2006-08-16T23:29:00.000+08:00

ever wonder what is de true meaning of lovee?? hmm...lovee can be everything from sisterly-lovee to parental-lovee to motherly-lovee~lovee is not just onli about relationship with guys/gals!!ever feel loved?? sure euu do,even if euu do not have a lot of frens that can shower euu with friendship de lovee euu sure can get it from euur parents de!!i am very bless to say that i have wonderful parents and frens (tiing~) ^^ so i feel loved and lovee~ hope euu all can feel it too~~
hmm...i am saying this because i suddenly got a lot of feelings while doing maths??here is a msg for bonnie,pls my dear,euu are loved!!so dun let ppl who lovee euu down ok??really!!if euu behave very guai right i shall try to request for smth for euu~euu can ask miie later and stop avoiding ur frens really we lovee euu~~

2006-08-15T20:31:00.000+08:00

have euu ever wonder why de world got so many ppl with diff personality??not meaning that i was refering to someone but is just that i got quite much feeling after all that had happen.not mentioning what had happen but wondering what is going to happen nxt between miie and her!!todae feel abit betrayed!!why??cant bear to mention it again de gal wiill know it herself!suddenly dun feel like toking anymore.really in low mood todae.dunno when is bonnie coming back.hopefully she comes back soon she cant bear to miiss anymore lessons le and i 've got smth to tell her again!IMPT de!! sad life~

2006-08-14T22:46:00.000+08:00

todae alot of things happened,very sad siia~please!why should i be so so stupid to be so nice to someone who doesnt treat miie as fren! OR MAYBE SHE DOES! but i jus dun feel it!! cry again!so sad~ nvm i still got my fren ^^ shldnt care abt her anymore!! i shall live happily ever after!! I SHALL BE HAPPY!! feel so sorry for miss quek she look so HURT todae~ I AM HURT TOO!! okiie lets not tok abt it anymore~see euu all around buais~

2006-08-13T21:51:00.000+08:00

ok ok.i admit that auditionSEA not bad lar hor!!quite fun bah~can say like that!!lol.tiing cheat miie de nv go blog =X dun like her liao!!hahas
no lar i LURBEXX tiing de most!!suddenly so hungry siia suan le mus go find smth to eat nxt tiime den blog bah see euu all~((:

2006-08-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

lol.siianz siia nth to do like that.auditionSEA really so fun meh??todae went bonnie de house den almost got KILLED!!she and her bro like trying to murder miie with a doggie!!wahsai please lor i so good lor go her house and ''tutor'' her lor den so ungrateful trying to kill miie somemore!!=X
i found out that i am KRUPT all thanks to that toopid shoes $33 leh but still mo po my pi!pain siia~~okiie lar nxt tiime den blog bah~see euu all around buais~~lurbexx euu ((:

2006-07-31T21:02:00.000+08:00

31.7.2006.monday

todae very siianz~nothing to do siia!!Bonnie never come today leh.dunno what to do to her sia,BU GUAN LE LAR~~someone help miie think of something to do leh!!!I got my chinese test paper back today,de marks sux!!CHINESE leh CHINESE leh!!DIE LAR~okiie anyway de mad woman is still MAD!!siianz!!anyway i miss tiing~ next tiime mus go out again hor~YAY :))

arghh...there is a MAD woman in de hse

2006-07-30T23:36:00.000+08:00

30.7.2006 sundae

lame sia...scold miie for dunno what things again!!siianz~todae go out with frens very FUN~i met tiing for de second time YAY!! she is so so so cute sia :)) love her lots~is now 11.35am le
MUS sleep soon or else tmr canna wake up BTW my maths sux...trying to do my hw den found out i cant do MS QUEK i nid help~~ T.T bonnie coming to skool tmr??i dunno leh tmr den see.HOPEFULLY she will come!!todae very messy alot of things happen dunno how to react sia~JIAYOU!! there is another dae ahead =)

2006-07-29T12:42:00.000+08:00

saturday.28.7.2006

yohohoho...my auntie frenn abit lame wor, say what a gal a guy canna be in a room tgth,onli can be in de living room!!ZZZZZZZ...lame lor~ytd slept early cos really beri tired!!I HATE XUBIE,i sure will miss de sec4s MUS RMB MIIE~ivy,zhenqin,yinshi,peipei,myra,jiayi and many many more...i dun wan to miss euu i jus wan u to be with miie~~T.T can i say that i dun like miie auntie fren she beri de LAME and DISTURBING and STUPID!! SEE..now she dunno scold me for what again liao!!ARGHHH!!anyway see euu nxt tiimee~:))